okay.
so, i learn from trial and error.
once again.
i know that i need to assess and assemble,
gather and gamble,
toss and change
what it is that has me restless.
okay.
so, i learn that i need to enjoy time
alone
withdrawn
but i do that a lot
anyway.
use the past as a model
for what worked
and what was done
and look forward to
mistakes, love and those
moments
it feels good to be
alive.