you used to look at me like i had been plucked out of the sky by some magnificent being just for you, like my heart was n o t an abandoned house, like my fingertips could spell out your future in the air right before your eyes. god what if i never find another person who will love me the same way you did?
"i hope i can love someone wholeheartedly again. not because i'm simply comfortable w i t h them but because they are really what i want."
i hope my love was as uncomfortable for you as yours was for me.