Tonight I decided
I really deserve all of this.

It's my own fault
It's my own decisions
It's my own guilt.

Tonight I did something
In which I deserve no forgiveness.

I do not expect it
Because I meant what I did
And when I apologize
Know it has no meaning.

So I guess I don't know what to do anymore

Because my actions of tonight
Will hurt a lot of people.

People that I care a lot about
Or that's what I tell myself.

Maybe that's why.

Maybe my bark is bigger than my bite.
Because when I hug you goodbye
And say love you
It means just as much as my apology.



I'm sorry.









But no sincerity.