the stars exploded across every plane of space, and there we were below it, within it, holding each other the way we would've liked to a year prior when we tripped into somethin' like love and before we'd tripped on mushrooms together and before everything, but now I finally know it's after, cuz what's here with me now is swirling-- the asphalt, so often stepped on and so rarely seen. until we collapsed onto the curb with our pillows and blankets to look down. to realize that it had always been like that, but we just hadn't stopped all our ******* long enough to see how beautiful something so consistent and everyday really was, and when we lit those lanterns into the sky, how could there have been a wish between the two of us other than to remember that haunting, beautiful, swirling asphalt? and how could I have ever wished anything else? the lanterns float magically into the sky carrying that wish, and we're still sitting on the curb together, giggling and staring down at the asphalt.