Opening doors and closing them once glimpsing what is on the other side, a cowardly move, but we are all guilty, holding the **** we grasped too tight, sweat still wet on our hands and fingers Someone else autonomically preparing it- a relief, perhaps? or a burden? Only time will tell, spill its secrets without a hint of shame 'cause the virtues personified daily by thousands of sullen dreamers just fade incrementally till the blank nothingness of it all stuns us into silence, leaving crowds, multitudes, curious, breathless.