[Laughs a lil...] **** don't even hurt no more That's what I've been telling myself I cried over you each night As if you were the suffix to my last breath And that without you I wouldn't make it to my next romance audition
I called you my personal cherub I said my own angel Little did I know that you would be One of the fallen I described you in the best metaphor available Compared you to the only Paradise I knew Because you lit up the sun Eros was your middle name
I was lovestruck With a dash of promise And a whole lot of assumptions That maybe it was true Thinking I was the one but your imprint was on someone else a connection I decided long ago to break But you are like a hyperbole Of my next love life And I've been imprisoned In rusting shackles and chains Because I could not stop you When you captured my heart
I was not saved in time I was the perfect combination of a dire omen And bad luck was my last enchantment And as if my heartbeat was not loud enough I heard you whisper my name In all the shades of black and blue
Now if you hadn't gotten it by now I have been breathing fire since the day I was born And you took that light out of me But now I am an ice queen Who's heart is stone hard And I will not let you Crush something That was stepped on A million lifetimes ago
He was my Crush. Turned Lover. And became my Sorrow