I wanna stop faking the smile                                                  I wanna start saying my mind                                               to my notepad at least can I pour my thought                      it is a world of mystery I live in                                              It is a blow of pain I feel in my heart                                   With a wet pillow I sleep all night                                           am lonely I know I am                                                           am broken deep down                                                          am helpless somehow                                                          ­wanna talk to the sky hope it going to listen!