I mean what is the great thing anyway, an amazing friend told me, " it gets your mind off things." that may be true but those things that are getting pushed away by the business are just going to keep coming back and theyll never go away until i do something and i can only think of one thing that i can do and im afraid to o that so the things wont be going away any time soon. I guess it does give you temporary relief from something that can consume every ounce of your being jus by thinking. wow this made no sense at all im sorry. later alligators. ;)