So, I haven't been able to sleep and it seems like things are getting worse. Watching while things are going down hill and i cant help make things okay again. I'm not this person and I feel like everything In my world is caving in and im left for dead.  I feel helpless and alone. Things are rough right now, only to hope they get better soon.  I know god says to have faith and not to fear but right now I am afraid.  I can't help the feelings as they wash over me and watching my happiness fade to black