I need to speak, to let my voice burst forth in the twenty four inches between us. There is only silence as I write, as you read, as we both ignore the elephant that sits with us. You have said nothing and your silence screams at me. Your eyes are clear, sharp blue against the white while my own pools of hazel are hazy with tears. I want to be touched. I want to find comfort from your skin. I want to feel your breath against my ear as your lips promise our survival. All I want is to show you just how good for you I can be - let me have you for just one moment.