What is it I have done?
This never-ending torment's just begun
There's always a tear in these cold empty eyes

Everyday it's always the same
Same place, same person, with a different name
Like a statue I'm paralyzed

I relive memories from long ago
If i knew then now what i know
I'd still be singing this same old song

I saw it coming much too soon
This self-destruction and impending doom
It was already lost and gone

That old familiar sting
That old familiar friend
Comes back again
That old familiar sickness
That old familiar friend
Everything came crashing to an end

The problems piled into mounds
The weight just pushed me down
It became too much

Through me the wind keeps blowing
The thing that used to keep me going
Are now empty to the touch

I face repercussions
From the ****** decisions that i made
Because the beaten path
I've always strayed
I face rejection
From what I love most
I face rejection
Now i'm just a ghost