the queer, the strange, the walking live in a world full of regret of "why me's" and "shouldn'ts" and "wouldn'ts" but "still did". They take one step ahead of the next tripping on untied shoelaces and ****. I hear its like too much coffee on an empty stomach without taking a shower for several days. But you can't ever get enough, Probably cause it numbs those insides which feel too much pain. But we got other pill pops and nose blows or smoked smokes to drink away our dilated pupils. We keep searching for that light to wash out that we call sins. In the east they call it karma, Welcome to the land that doesn't care. We got our own problems problems which we make ourselves scared. "Idiot" and "if only" but you can't go back, man. No there's no going back. So you spent your money, and you never loved, So you quit your job, and you don't know what to do, well neither do I. One step forward, maybe I'll tie my shoes tonight.