Difficulties exist in my abilities to say no. I do say no, But not without effort.
I have a lack of restraint. I am selfish. I want affection. I want lips. And arms. And eyes.
I want love, I want lust, I want want.
I want so many things. I want the pieces missing from my soul When she left me.
I grew up very differently than many people and it has had an incredible impact on my development, and in this past year, what I lacked in my childhood has been made strongly evident.