My life is consistently out of balance I don't manage my time well I'm either doing a million things Or nothing at all I don't manage my social life well I'm either seeing everyone Or no one at all I don't manage my aspirations well I either have dozens of dreams Or none at all
And I think the worst of it Is that I don't manage my emotions well I'm either feeling everything Or nothing at all And this constant shift Between all or nothing Is disorienting in the most horrible way
As for now I'm feeling numb And it's a hundred times worse Than feeling pain There's just nothing And it's hard to fight nothingness