i know you care and i can see it when you stare. you stare for a little while and gaze on others again, but thats okay because i still know you care. you just have to know - and i always let you know - that im not like them. im not sad everyday, i am sad today. i even think this heartbreak would last more than today. today is a long time, you see. im sorry i make you sad and i know that. i tend to do that to people and i hate it.. i'll leave you from now on, if thats what you want. i dont leave unless told, you know me. i hope you'll push me away. i think i can handle that