I just want a reason to cry
Maybe that's not it
Maybe it's a reason to die
I felt like I was worthless
All my life
But then you came along
With a brand new light
I followed you around
Like the only thing I knew
But I guess that's alright
Cause the only thing I loved was you
And then the light went away
I was left lost to be found
Isn't that what you did in the first place tho?
When you first came around?
I couldn't see what I was doing
Couldn't see who I was with
It must've been my first last day
The fourth after the fifth
Then my light came back
"Trust me I swear..."
I couldn't see my choices
Like playing truth or dare
Share a part of yourself
And lose that much more
Or take the dare and find out
The pain that's in store
Maybe I should leave
Maybe I should go
Maybe I need you more
The world will never know
But what I know for sure
Is that what you did hurt
And it's the reason I fall
The reason I'm six feet under dirt
So maybe I'll die
Right before your very eyes
The ones that hid all your secrets
All your hate fed lies
But I can't do that now
Because people need me
Unlike you
Who will always leave me