I’m done with nights like these With the drinking and The drugs and the boys I tell myself for the fourth time this year. Maybe I just won’t go out anymore, No more drinking and maybe, Just maybe I can keep my pants on Around some dude I’ve just met. Make a more attainable goal My friends who’ve the gossip say, I’m not that kind of girl I tell myself for the fifth time, The kind who leaves love at the door When she picks up the bottle I have feelings and a heart. I fall in love with my drunken regrets Because they call me beautiful And accept me for who I am. This isn’t me I say for the sixth time, “What’s your name again?” I ask after it’s over But maybe it’s a little more me Than I’d like to admit.