I'd smoke tobacco if it was from your hands I think I'd do anything if it came from your hands I've always felt this way for as long as I've known you I can't articulate it
I'm not being creepy but I have always watched you not in the creepy way but I just wanted to know who you are but you were always so far away I wanted to feel whatever you felt even in a small way
I have waited for a long time and so I am nervous, as you may find! So when you walk me down the street and talk to me about nothing very neat I'm still blooming on the inside! I'm absolutely shattered in the gentlest way.
I want to see you another day. Maybe when I'm not so nervous.
this is really personal and I never want him to find this but I neeeeeeeeeeeed to vent.