You'll find somebody, She keep's sayin'. Somebody you'll have to settle for. Someone who you'll take care of cause they take care of you. And you'll be modestly happy. You'll find somebody that isn't her. Someone close to what she was, But never fully capturing that thing she has about her. You'll find an Impostor. A genetic twin/clone reject of what you wanted. Of who you wanted, when you still thought about what you wanted. You'll find someone else and Pretend to be in love with them.
And you'll never admit it, But you will always know.