Jul 2014
Sitting alone in a dark world
All emotion left by the roadside
And reminiscing those who left me behind
With everything dead inside
The ones that I held dear
Ne'er anywhere to be seen
Always leaving me at my worst
Of those alone, I am king
Yet ever do my friends tell me to keep my chin up
But when I'm no longer alone they hold my head under the water
And when I am single yet again
They expect me to look and not falter
But who in this world can stay strong
When those around him laugh from above
And those that he holds close
Do not share the same love
To love him for a short time
But then put someone materialistic in his place
To love him ever so much as they say
But yet always he is just a face
All emotion left by the roadside
And reminiscing those who left me behind
With everything dead inside
The ones that I held dear
Ne'er anywhere to be seen
Always leaving me at my worst
Of those alone, I am king
Yet ever do my friends tell me to keep my chin up
But when I'm no longer alone they hold my head under the water
And when I am single yet again
They expect me to look and not falter
But who in this world can stay strong
When those around him laugh from above
And those that he holds close
Do not share the same love
To love him for a short time
But then put someone materialistic in his place
To love him ever so much as they say
But yet always he is just a face
Spent all week reminiscing on the past, the one who left me for my "best friend" and then for someone who tried to get them drunk as soon as they met, the one who never wanted me until I gave up and moved on, the one who saw me as a trophy but only when her ex wasn't around, and the one who refuses to even recognize that we ever had anything, beginning to believe maybe I'm not supposed to be the man I am, is it time to stop loving and start solely lusting? That is my dilemma
