I love that every time you hear that word- wholeheartedly- a switch will flip in your brain (a Megan Switch, if you will) and you will think of me telling you why I love that word, think of my laugh, think of my unstrong arms, think of that note you wrote me just two months ago (the same note that I ripped to shreds and threw in the Missouri River with the rest of your things, watched the pieces flutter in the 3 am air before they began their journey to the Gulf of Mexico) with that sentence scribbled at the end. "I love you wholeheartedly."