It's been awhile since I've heard your voice,
That warm comforting voice,
Always uttering helpful words of wisdom.
You always knew so much more about life than I,
Teaching me day by day.

You watched me grow into a women,
Always supporting me no matter what.
You were so proud of what I was becoming,
loving me endlessly without question, never judging,
While you were watching me mature into the person I am today,
I was watching you struggle to stay alive.

You said over and over that everything would end up all right in the end,
You always knew just what to say to make the world seem like it was
on our side,
You were wrong this time mom-
The world wasn't on our side.

It took you away from me,
Leaving my alone, longing for your love, motherless.
Without someone to tell me I was beautiful,
To wipe my tears away as they rolled down my cheeks,
Without someone to share my fears, my joys, and my triumphs.

I heard your voice again last night,
I've missed it every day since you've been gone,
I saw your smile again last night,
I've been wishing for it every hour since you've been away.

In my dream you said
You'd always be near
and now that I think of it,
you said the same thing
the day you died.

You always did know what to say
to make the world seem like it
was on our side.