It's so ironic That now we cannot touch I fear you most
I can feel you slipping Between my fingers Sand Water Running down I want you here Solid Warm Familiar, following me To rooftops and beaches Keeping me from harm.
I try to envision The way it felt Safe Welcome I cannot recreate it.
Only your rage Sharp Words And mistrust You could hurt me As long as You are not here To convince me otherwise.
When you next come I will not tell you To go away
But what once was Will never be the same This is what they call Change and I know It is only my Stupid Worries But I cannot help myself When you are away.