july 18th

kissing
french kissing
rubbing
feeling
licking
*******
handjobs
*******
teasing
flicking
******
****

and to think i was a good little christian girl
when you met me
you kept saying we'd save it
we'd wait
for this
and this
and almost all of those things
on that list
that you'd never do that to me
compromise me
change me
make me lose
my faith
you swore you would wait
to make love to me

you're still waiting.
because what we made wasn't love.