Maybe I ruined it because I wasn’t able to open up.
Maybe I ruined it because I never found someone I wanted to be with, could be with.
Maybe I don’t know how to express myself, and I’ve never been good at writing.
But honey when I tell you I love you, please don’t look at me like I’m crazy.
When I tell you, I want you forever don’t roll your eyes.
When I told you I needed to let you go, it was the only time you ever believed me.
I didn’t want it to end like this, and it’s not like no one meant anything to me.
It’s just when I close my eyes and picture who it is I want to be with it is him.
I can’t let it go and I’ve been trying to hard but it’s one of those things that is just always there.
Hanging over me like “you want this, you want this” and his smile is like anything I ever loved and his voice reminds me of anything I was ever fond of and when he looks at me my heart skips a beat.
I can’t help falling for sunshine.
I can’t help wanting a flower.
I don’t care about your past; I just want to be in your future.
I need to open up, and I need to stop worrying but oh god do you make me nervous.
I just don’t know if I’ll ever have you and if I do what are you like when you’re alone?
Because you got me thinking about you at 3am when I can’t sleep.
You got me thinking about what you look like when no one is around.
You make me want to know everything about you.
But you’re confident, and I’m shy.
You’re open, and I’m sheltered.
If I could compare you to a summer’s day you’d be the sunshine and I’d be a tree. Taking it all in and ever wanting to be closer to you.
You make me want to know you.
The only thing is; do you want to know me?