I don't have a boyfriend for a reason.
If haven't found someone that if would take risks for.
If haven't found someone that it was mutual with either or if it was that again,
I’d want to hang out with them, etc.
I have standards
and things that I’m not going to give up
or things that I’m going to change just for some guy I’ll date for in high school,
or hook up with.
I mean, yes I complain but not for the reason's you think.
i complain because I’m lonely.
I complain because even though I tend to be really cold or so straight forward that it scares people off,  or just the fact that I have no idea what I’m doing.
One thing I do know though,
is that I’m not going to lower my standards or expectations.
it wouldn't be fair to me,
and I’m all for being fair here.
I’m sorry to every guy I hurt in the process of me trying to figure myself out.
Just when you tell me I’m confusing,
or I don't make any sense?
Well, I don't get me either.
But if you stick around long enough to attempt to try to figure me out,
I hope that it is worth it
and I hope that I’ll be happy.