I think of you
loving me
and it makes me so happy
that I feel I can’t live without you
and that makes me sad
to put such a burden upon you
that I cannot be glad
when you are not there
but being apart from you
for any time makes me frustrated
and only the touch from you
makes me feel elated.
The longer you are kept from me
increases my anger
but still, I know it’s not fair to you
and so I feel ashamed.
The thought that walking away from you
is what’s best for you
plunges me to the depths of despair
and the idea of hurting you
sinks me still lower
and I never want to cause pain or harm you
because I love you
so much
and the thought of you
loving me
makes me so happy…