I am a liar of the worst kind.

Sometimes I can't tell the
Truth                        
From what I make up
In my head.                        

Sometimes I'll do something
Drastic                        
Just to give myself the
Courage                        
To
Spill something out--                        

Something I've hidden, and
Must                        
Impulsively
Release             ­           
To
Anyone there
To listen.                        


There is only one thing
I know I can trust about myself:
My emotions                        
Never                        
Li­e                        
.                        

When I tell you
"I love you"                        
That means:
I ******* LOVE you.


The thing is,
I can't help how I feel.
And I try to help my behavior,
But I'm just too
Driven by my desire                        
To feed off of the happiness
I feel I can give you,

Or at the very least
The happiness I see you feel
When we're together.