I don't know how much more of this I can take. I thought family was supposed to love you and show you they care. You've done none of that for me. Not you, or you, and definitely not you. You've all been treating me like **** and that really makes me wonder. It makes me wonder why the **** am I even here? It makes me wonder why you won't just ditch me in the middle of nowhere. Of course I'd feel alone. But it couldn't be any worse than how alone I feel with you guys. Stop hurting me. Please, I didn't ask for it.