Just when I thought it was gone, it came back to play with my mind and heart again. It's raining cats and thoughts, and my sensibility gets wet and diminished. All I have gained is taken away in a ,literally, heart beat multiplied by a hundred. All I have laughed during the day is just trashing away as the world stops as well. They say it is all in my head, I say it is like a ghost right here choking me up on the couch. Just go away and let me be myself again.