I am not ashamed at being needy, I use to be because I was looking at it wrong.
I am needy because Christ place me that way so that I would need him.
But I was focus on people fulfilling the needs that belong to God alone.
So after putting things into the right perspectives my attitude change.
For it was place in me to be needy so that I would need Jesus.
Every minute of every day and need to stay focus on him alone.
I focus wanting to be married to that special woman that I would need desperately.
But it was suppose to be Christ my God that I need that desperately.
I needed friends in my life to  spend time with when it was suppose to be Gods place.