Life can really drain the life from people. I think I'm at that point where I'm just tired of it. Im tired of feeling like **** for things I've done. Maybe that year of alcohol I had wasn't such a bad thing; At least now I know how to escape life. Because feeling like the one you love is distancing themselves from you, Looking for other more attractive girls that won't whine about not seeing them enough, Well lets just say life isn't the part that kills you.