why am I acting like I'm happy?
  when deep down I feel so much pain.
  why am I trying to deal with my pain?
    when by it ,even more pain id felt.
         why is my heart so empty?
when I'm suppose to have love,peace and joy in my heart.
          why is the guest ion?????
        why am I running so fast?
    when I dont even know my path.
  why am I obsessed with my future?
      when I'm still living in my past.
        why am I fighting so hard?
   when its do hard for me to fight for                anything.
because I need not to be lose from my faith and hope. I need to go on and never give up on my life. I'm searching for answer to all my  question and I know that God will give it to me right on time.....


                  so why ask
                       the
                   question
                      why