regret i know the word all too well after all i've done to you.
i know it within the concaves and crevices of my heart with every stream of pulsing blood, the regret goes round and round my body consuming me.
it reaches every nerve, exploding like fireworks and an all raging flame, whenever you're near.
just to remind me of the pain i have caused
i wish i could gather the courage not even to explain but to say sorry for being the horrible, selfish and cowardly person i am because i know explanations would just sound like excuses.