I don't know if you think things through Before saying them If you hear your thoughts Before they exit your mouth I don't know if you consider your words compliment Or flattery But noting that I am too pretty To hide behind paper and pen Does not feel worthy of a thank you I have been taught To value emotional intelligence over beauty Value conversation over vanity Would rather get lost in thought than in eyes I do not choose based on appearance And you do not get to decide Which form of release I get to use To rid myself of demons I wonder if you would still find me attractive If you saw every story buried inside of me If you saw every line burned onto the pores of my tongue Every tooth in my mouth that should be crooked My pain is not beautiful Therefore I have to find a way To make it close to it To make it as appealing as possible I wonder What kind of profession you would choose for a girl like me Maybe waitress Or homemaker God forbid it's something that demands anything but smiles If trauma had a face Mine would be carbon copy Would be ugly So do not tell me That my looks overpower my passion That words would read meaningless coming from my lips Your ignorance is not suited for someone like me Someone who writes with fire in their fingers And blood between their lips You are not meant for someone as deeply rooted as this The strength of my voice does not depend On the body it comes out of Its worth is not determined By beauty And I Am not determined By it either.