Trapped in the darkness of fear feeling as if I was meant to be here with no way out. Blinded by failure of my past fearing that my future will be the same. Heartbroken by the ones I trusted, fearing if I should trust again. Balled up in the corner consume in fear of stepping into the world that has done so much to you that darkness and solitary have become a friend to me. Cause in my darkness and solitude  I have nothing to fear cause darkness has no eyes to judge me or no words that can be spoken to hurt me. Only people do.