I always used to feel bad when I won things because I knew there were people who wanted it too
I always used to feel bad because they would look at me as if the guilt was painted on my face
I always used to feel bad when other people won things because I wanted it too
I always used to look at them as if they didn't deserve it and I would get upset
I always used to feel bad about being me
And I would look at those who are confident and think about the things that they might not be good at
I always used to feel bad because I can't look people in eyes because I don't want them to look at me
I always used to feel bad when I saw people presenting while they spoke loud and clear
I always felt bad about everything as if it was my fault and let it pile on top of me
And I never tried to feel a different way until right now
I always USED to feel bad