"rope, love." she ropes me up. sinks full of cigarette blood, I drink it up. catch it in my glass as it drips from the pipes. predators and prey and no other way out, every place I hide gives me up sacrifice your kids for me sacrifice your head, your soul I’ll eat them alive and bury them in my insides. grandmother’s Lincoln leaving tread on your face your liquor in the backseat and your Mexican boyfriend falling all over my hipster cousin, calling her his *****. you lay on the bathroom floor water races in the maze between the tile you’re in front of the door I can’t get in. cousin! cousin! let me in! hard shove, pick up, not my cousin, my lover! dismemberment on the bed you crawl all over twists and turns and this once small bedroom is now a labyrinth. the television blares mindlessly in the other room skin tears and eyes fall from sockets and I step over my dead relatives to cross the street. I scream, and I drink blood out of a champagne flute while checking my nails and scraping the flesh out from under them. everything about me invites you in and masochism drives me mad with want. Ego gets the best of me cleanse me purge me scour me I’m begging cleanse me! cleanse me! I will never leave you, never leave me, lover
give me your blood, your tongue, your lips, your fingers, some skin from inside your thigh, and haunt me in passion until I resurrect you at last!