I have come to the realization that I am nothing without Christ.
I see my limitations every single minute of every single day.
To this world I am a complete failure, I am a co-dependent to God.
I really do need him every single second of my life, without him I am a complete wreck.
For even the simplest of things has left me in the midst of confusion.
But Christ is there to calm the storms of stress in the midst of them.
So I am thankful for his Love and Grace in my life here on the earth.
So I just keep on trusting and crawling ahead with faith, that things shall get better.
That this drowning in the midst of rejection and isolation  will soon be over.