The shiny white bottom of this bathtub - this is my defeat And the way the water drowns out the final things I'm muttering to only myself The way water droplets hit the wall like bullets as I try to shake these razorblades out of my head How they all just fall and shatter so inconsequentially And the stickiness of my ******, impenetrable sanity Creeping towards the drain like liquid eloquence Writing out the end of my story because I'm all out of chapters