words. they feel so empty lost, dragged out to sea feel so dry on my tongue feel so wasted in my lungs i'm spitting corpses awfully morbid rotten, rotten soon forgotten this isn't fun anymore this wasn't fun before dragging my feet like a paraplegic but really, you all know this well i'm just feeling sorry for myself so sorry in my sickness with none there to witness so sorry in my health so sorry for myself nobody can seem to find the bugs inside my mind but baby, when the smack is flowing all in my veins, i start going oh, it's spitting in my blood i touch the lips of love god, it tastes so good to be dead feels so warm, lying in this bed right then, right then, i'm on and i'm as good as gone so move along folks, move along heaven knows i'm strong you all know this well so sorry for myself so sorry in my sickness no one left to witness so sorry in my health so sorry for myself so selfish, selfish, selfish but don't you see this the trigger by my finger? i hesitate, i linger but oh, it hurts to be don't you see the barrel kissing my temple? don't you hear my whimper? it's always been there, always will be can't you see? if i was selfish i would've dealt with this if i was living for me oh baby, i wouldn't even *be