absence is only temporary, they told me. there is a difference between a full glass and an empty glass, but what does it mean if i spilled out all my happiness and it washed upon absenceβs shore? does it still count as something to rely on, that being let down is given. love is not a renewable resource in certain situations, i understand, it is as valuable as helium but we use it without a second thought. buried deep underground, somewhere remote, is where you left your thoughts of me. my thoughts of you are kept in an urn around my neck, where everyone can see them. i have considered throwing you to the ocean, where the ocean will swallow you and i will be rid of you, but i wonβt want to visit the ocean anymore or touch the shores. you will corrupt the ocean like you done me.