My heart now aches with sleepy dreariness: A dreamy wake from whose dull, soothing spell I can’t awake, nor can I sleep to bless My dreams with profound ecstasy as well For all recurring visions, sweet and deep, Have turnéd to a black and empty void, And all the stepping stones of pale night Are clouded by the mists of murky sleep, Bedewed with memories that I enjoyed: The visions with which I can’t reunite.
My mind now pines for all those moments when Endured had love and bliss before slow time Had bound such moments once and then again Shall bind more dreams and memories, sublime Oh, vista of my dreams, unseen, unheard Your brow is laid with shawls of quietness Your pinions are held tight with the chain Of all my visions; fly then, flame-plumed bird And sing such sacred song you can’t express Once I now free you from my wilting brain
My tears are of ripe joy and bliss’s ruth And though my days are thus outright expelled I shall keep in my core, the flames of youth Which once I had in early years, beheld Sweet memories, ye shaking leaves, adieu I bid you well in winter and in spring A-flickering before fate’s icy breath And though, no longer, shall I see all you I’m glad you flew upon nostalgia’s wing And warméd my cold heart before my death