I pretend like I'm ok.
I tell people that my pain has made me strong.
In a way it has.
I  pretend that I don't care.
I pretend like it doesn't bother me when someone hates me.
I pretend like I don't care when people call me ugly.
I pretend like I'm so strong that no matter what happens I wont crack.
I pretend like I'm invincible.
But behind my fake smile, my fake laugh, my fake attitude...
It still hurts.
at the end of the day my knees still tremble when I'm scared,
my eyes still tear up at the thought of him
my heart still hurts when I don't feel loved
and my head still spins when something goes wrong.
I put up a brave front for everyone around me including myself
but just like you,
I'm cracked too