siting in bed considering the positives
of taking my life
the painkillers and anti-depressants
I have been prescribed
and who knows?
maybe a cut or two wont hurt
right?
this is taking over my life
I would never wish this upon my worst enemy
but
I lay here in tears and blood
I will never understand why this wont go away and leave me
to be happy
why can I not have that?
why?