I still have the need to text you at 2:53 in the morning just to see if you'll answer. I still miss the way you always had the smell of alcohol on your breath. That incredibly sweet, real, sad smile that you only let me see a few times. I still miss the way it felt when you're arms were around me, and your breath was on my neck. The sound of a motorcycle makes my heart stop, and the taste of beer and cigars make me miss your lips.