Trying to wrap my head around your mistakes and why you did what you did but the answers aren't coming and she keeps singing "you know, we could be great" but if i'm taking inventory you were never a sanctuary but *******, you were so sweet for a couple months but i know myself and i could wallow in the small moments of good and have it all overlook what hurt you have caused and **** it I don't want to love you anymore I don't even think I do it's just that nights are hard and with idle time, comes an idle mind but you just can't be what i think about anymore.