My fears have become reality here As I walk in total darkness Not knowing where I am Not knowing who I am My feet stumble on a cracked surface It's path is cold and brittle The chill of the wind Seeps to my bones effortlessly As I am in perpetual cold Uncontrollably I continue walking Towards a point that doesn't exist Or ever did My mind has gone beyond reason Only chaos reigns there A surge of pain takes over me Dropping ******* my knees Grabbing the sides of my head Then it subsides Now limp with exhaustion I slowly get up again To follow the path with no road I know the pain is gone Soon light will shine again I know Cause I have been through this all The light is a small flickering flame Only a small amount of heat Does it protrude Then it disappears I am in the darkness again And soon to fell the soul ripping pain How long can I do this? Will I survive? Or shall I stop walking An miss every light That crosses my path For now I shall continue walking And cringe at the thought of my future