i remember when we first met i thought to myself that i had to have you even if it'll be the last thing i do. and to be honest it isn't even that important that you were gorgeous it was the fact that you are every good memory put into one that made me fall so hard for you.

apology #1: it was never my intention to let dust settle over your lips.

apology #2: i didn't forget you but it was my fault that i didn't let you feel remembered.

apology #3: you were content with just being in my line of sight but i should have offered you more attention.

it is when i am left all alone picking up the pieces you left behind that i realize just how much i am already missing you, like a vestige of what was but will never be.