I love you too much To see you this way The poison makes you say things That you would never say And the empty bottles Strewn all over the house Your drunken waddle To your crying spouse My mom sits here Eyes sullen from hurt Her children stand hear Tears staining their shirts You aren't quite my father But it feels it's that way Sometimes you're a bother And ruin my day Taking the last bit of money All for your addiction Returning with hatred Which proves my prediction You yell and you scream Your face turns bright red Then you're happy, you seem Till lightning strikes once again I dash to my room I lock everyone out And then I am doomed Because hope turns to doubt So put down your bottle Stop drinking the poison Stop yelling and screaming I hate those harsh noises